Stupid Girl

Okay there is this guy that i have liked for the past 6 years....hes been divorced for over a year and hes been with another stupid woman so hes been ruined but hes single now.....and hes not ready for a relationship....BUT its okay to hang out and have sex.....i know i'm stupid for actually going along with it but the way i see it is....if i continue to do that then when he is ready for a relationship he'll take me into consideration....which makes me look even more stupid because i know he won't but at least a girl can hope, right?

Upset...

I just don't understand.....what is it about me that people hate? and what do i do to make people want to hurt me? I'm an all around nice person...i get along with everybody....and i stay out of everybodys business....so what is the deal??? And another thing....i got a job and the boss is a TOTAL BITCH shes old and stupid and has fake boobs.....which look stupid on her.....anyways she hates me...and all the other people there say its because shes jealous of the attention i get because my boobs are bigger then hers and they didn't cost me a dime cuz they r real.....i think its so stupid cuz this woman is in her mid 60s......anyways...thats not why i'm upset and i don't want to go into that right now....cuz its alot of drama......and its so stupid.....i'll go into all of that crap later........