i wrote this on the 7th....

Ok its Friday night and i'm home ALONE!!!! this is horrible....my little girl is gone with her daddy and here i am all by myself with nowhere to go and nothing to do....life sucks.....anyways....do you ever actually think about what goes on inside a guys mind?? well usually we all know they are think about sex, or checkin out our boobs....lol....ok thats not really funny...but if you think about it do they ever think of anything else??? I know they do but what are they really thinkin??? when it comes down to relationships and stuff like that what do they think....i don't think that its a big deal....well it really bothers me....ya know you think you have a person figured out then you just sit back and its all .......BLANK......there is nothing there, what you thought you knew was just all wrong then you wake up to the reality that they aren't as great as you thought they were, they are actually shallow....when the whole time you were mesmerized at the thought that you have finally found someone as deep as yourself.....iono....i'm just being confusing....but while i'm being that way why is it that they give you those lines of bullshit and actin like they give a damn....just to get you in bed...when all they really have to do is be HONEST with you....well not just that but thats the basics....Have men forgotten what honesty is? Anyways i was just rambling, which has nothing to do with me being home alone on a Friday night.....Forgive me please.....